Tapalong for stuckness.
Even though I’m stuck, I deeply and completely accept myself.
Even though I don’t really know what I want, I deeply and completely accept myself.
Even though I don’t want to think about it because it won’t happen for me , I deeply and completely accept myself.
Even though it won’t happen for me because I can’t see how it can , I deeply and completely accept myself anyway.
Won’t happen for me,
It never does
How can it
It’s not possible
I’m not that lucky
Nobody is
Maybe
And maybe they are
Even though I don’t want to take the risk I deeply and completely accept myself.
Even though I might be disappointed I deeply and completely accept myself.
Even though I just can’t see how it could happen I deeply and completely accept myself.
Even though I can’t see how anything I do could get me to there, I’m OK anyway.
Can’t happen
I can’t see how
I might be disappointed if I try and it doesn’t work
But I’m disappointed anyway
Maybe it’s worth taking a risk
Maybe these are just old feelings
And maybe there weren’t my feelings in the first place
Maybe I don’t have to know all of the hows
Even though I can’t start till I know how it’ll finish I deeply and completely accept myself.
Even though it’ll never finish if I don’t start I deeply and completely accept myself.
Even though I’m so stuck I deeply and completely accept myself.
Perhaps I could consider leaving it to the universe
Perhaps I could be really clear in my mind what I want the result to be
Maybe I could find one small step to start the process
Maybe I could stop beating myself up, that would be a good first step
Maybe I could accept that the universe can create things in ways I can’t even dream of
Maybe I could deal with my fear of disappointment,
Maybe I could see this as a process
Maybe there is no pass or fail, just a journey that starts with one step and I can take that
2nd round
I wonder what that would feel like,
I might like it, I might even enjoy the journey
I might even get to do something I really want to do
I might even be able to show people how easy it is
I might even show me how easy it is
I can imagine what it would feel like if I’m doing what I really want to do
I can create it in my mind, so the universe knows what I expect and I can have fun doing it
Maybe this is possible for me after all and whether I go for it or not, I’m ok!
