Do you ever find yourself running out of energy? Find that it’s taking much longer to do things than you expected and that you’ve lost your mojo?
I just had a week like that. All sorts of things weren’t flowing. I’d sent out 2 newsletters and the provider managed not to send them, and that was after something that should have taken 30 minutes to do took several hours as they were experiencing a “blip” and were trying to fix it!
Clients forgot to pay me, or forgot appointments, I spent a lot of time avoiding things I thought I “should” be doing and I couldn’t make a decision about anything to save my life!!
So I stopped and looked at my life and tried to work out what was going on. That’s when I realised how many unfinished things I had on the go. So many things on my list that I just hadn’t got around to. When I started to ask myself why, I realised that there was a part of me that was really scared of change. It thought that change meant pain, loss of love and maybe even loss of life. Even just typing that I had an insight. I went back to the time when my brother was born and was ill. I think my mum’s attention went from me to him overnight and at 2 years old I couldn’t understand it, I just knew something had changed and it hurt and I didn’t want it to happen again!
And at the same time as that part was trying to stop me embracing change of any sort, there was another part of me going, “Come on, get a move on, the world’s an exciting place, let’s go live it!”
All my energy was tied up in the battle between those 2 parts. Both wanted me to be safe and happy, they were just going about it in completely different ways and all my energy was being used up in the battle.
I had a chat with them, while I tapped and thanked them and asked them to find a new way to help me that was much safer and healthier than that, so that my energy could be free to live and enjoy my life.
I had a session with a colleague and suddenly things shifted. My energy felt as though it was mine again. I finally, after living in this house for 5 years, got around to changing to a local doctor, (you can tell I don’t go very often or I might have prioritised that one:) ) It felt wonderful. As though that was the signal that things were freed up. Yesterday I completely rearranged my living room to suit me, rather than for how it might look to a visitor so I got to sit in the sofa I like and sit near the fire last night!! It felt great, as though I was taking the reins of my life back into my own hands. They were small changes, but a sign that things were shifting and that I could make even more changes.
I’m so looking forward to the increased energy and to moving more freely through life:)
I’ve done a short video tapalong on being stuck in limbo, in case there’s any area that that might be going on for you.
And if I can be any help in resolving the conflict that your parts might be experiencing, let me know and we can do a session together. email@example.com
Or you could join us on 3rd October at the next EFT masterclass Live, which is “Using Language for Change”. There you’ll get to clear your own deep stuff while you learn new tools. We had such fun on the last workshop and here’s what one attendee said, ” I thought I was coming to gain a tool but I see I’m going to gain so much more than that Bless you for a wonderful day and I look forward to sharing the next sessions with you and the others.”
Have fun with your week and may it be joyously conflict free:)
With love from